Monday, April 12, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
the decemberests.
i wish i could listen to this band and have it not bring back all the wonderful memories ive had in the last year and a half. i love this band so much. if i ever do get married they will play my wedding. it will be big with lots of people and purple and white...or maybe not. guess i shouldnt get too ahead of myself.
but oh the wicked wind will blow the ribbons from my curls and i will find myself wondering where did all the days of yesteryear go? where have all my thoughts gone and why do they return to me at the wrong moments.
gosh i could go on forever but im jsut gunna tattoo now.
but oh the wicked wind will blow the ribbons from my curls and i will find myself wondering where did all the days of yesteryear go? where have all my thoughts gone and why do they return to me at the wrong moments.
gosh i could go on forever but im jsut gunna tattoo now.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
where have all the good boys gone?
sooo, i've been sick. sick as sick could be. today is the first day that i can actually hear. god, being sick is the worst. but now, my neck is so sore and tight from sleeping in one position. yuck. anyway, thank god I'm back at work and waiting on my 2pm. apt who is totally late!!!! oh well, gives me sometime to update my blog i guess.
i am so happy to be back to work i missed it. i havent been here in 10 days longest ive ever gone without tattooing and i missed my true love so much. i miss alot of things right now though. like true friends and good conversations about taking over the world. i also miss being able to do laundry whenever i want. which is my problem right now. my neighbors don't realize that i would industry hours and i need to do laundry when i get off work at 10pm. they like to be rude and open the dryer so that my clothes sit there all wet. or they like to turn out power off if the tv is too loud. assholes.
on another note, i am going to quit smoking. i got some stupid self-help book that i hope proves to be smarter than it looks. its gunna be hard but i know i can do it. along with alot of other things that i am going to push myself to do. i have a list of things that need to get done by the end of this year and it seems to be flying by.
i'm starting a regiment of 2 to 3 paintings a week so that i can get up on my game for when i do take off to guest spot in OZ or any other place of my fancy. and i like the idea of trading paintings with a special someone on the other side of the country. as long as hes up for the challenge as well. which im sure he is.
ive got this feeling that if i could get everything in order my life will fall right into place. the place that i really need it to be. which is why my heart is so full of hope.
because i know where all the good boys have gone, gone far away from me.
i am so happy to be back to work i missed it. i havent been here in 10 days longest ive ever gone without tattooing and i missed my true love so much. i miss alot of things right now though. like true friends and good conversations about taking over the world. i also miss being able to do laundry whenever i want. which is my problem right now. my neighbors don't realize that i would industry hours and i need to do laundry when i get off work at 10pm. they like to be rude and open the dryer so that my clothes sit there all wet. or they like to turn out power off if the tv is too loud. assholes.
on another note, i am going to quit smoking. i got some stupid self-help book that i hope proves to be smarter than it looks. its gunna be hard but i know i can do it. along with alot of other things that i am going to push myself to do. i have a list of things that need to get done by the end of this year and it seems to be flying by.
i'm starting a regiment of 2 to 3 paintings a week so that i can get up on my game for when i do take off to guest spot in OZ or any other place of my fancy. and i like the idea of trading paintings with a special someone on the other side of the country. as long as hes up for the challenge as well. which im sure he is.
ive got this feeling that if i could get everything in order my life will fall right into place. the place that i really need it to be. which is why my heart is so full of hope.
because i know where all the good boys have gone, gone far away from me.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
so glad to be home....but where is that exactly?
Vegas was one of the best ideas i have ever had. i had the best time. and it was really needed. I couldn't be happier with the Friends that i made there and the awesome photos they took. liquor, jumping, cheers, dancing, double down, dive bar, swimming, some amazing french fries and Mayo. i think i have figured out this weekend that the only one who could ever complete me is someone who loves mayo just as much as i do. LOL. but honestly, its a big deal.
i played blackjack for my first time until 6 in the morning and i didn't win but it didn't matter because my teamster and i were having the time of our lives. i wish it didn't have t end but i am glad to be back in san diego, though i really wish i was somewhere else. I'm very sick of being in San Diego. i need a change for about a year or more. and especially if these earthquakes are going to continue to happen. I'm getting on a plane and going straight to Europe or AUS. don't know which one yet.
i got to See my family and talk with my Bio-Dad after ten years. it went really well, and surprisingly i didn't cry. but when i wanted to cry was when i got to my grand parents house and saw how bad my grandfather was doing. bed ridden but still with a smile on his face. my grandmother on the other hand is bat fucking crazy and evil as hell. she didn't even look like herself. very sad.
so all in all, it was a good time. I may be sick right now but it was worth it. and i have some serious planning to do.
i played blackjack for my first time until 6 in the morning and i didn't win but it didn't matter because my teamster and i were having the time of our lives. i wish it didn't have t end but i am glad to be back in san diego, though i really wish i was somewhere else. I'm very sick of being in San Diego. i need a change for about a year or more. and especially if these earthquakes are going to continue to happen. I'm getting on a plane and going straight to Europe or AUS. don't know which one yet.
i got to See my family and talk with my Bio-Dad after ten years. it went really well, and surprisingly i didn't cry. but when i wanted to cry was when i got to my grand parents house and saw how bad my grandfather was doing. bed ridden but still with a smile on his face. my grandmother on the other hand is bat fucking crazy and evil as hell. she didn't even look like herself. very sad.
so all in all, it was a good time. I may be sick right now but it was worth it. and i have some serious planning to do.
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